Caught in the middle.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

I dont really know what love is. Neither did i expect it to come like this. I cant seem to control my heart. If I'd know that this will happen, I would have stayed away from you.

carving itself again at 3:33 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

I need the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have,
but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
You gotta dance like nobody's watching,
dream like you will live forever,
live like you're going to die tomorrow and love like it's never going to hurt.
Nurture your mind with great thoughts,
for you will never go any higher than you think.

carving itself again at 6:10 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

we have two personas. 1-- our real self 2--our pseudo-self. we are comfortable in our own skin but we always think that the real us is unacceptable. thus, we tend to make coverings to hide the real us. our insecurities often remind us making us doubt ourselves and question why we can't be like our peers or people who we think is much more cool! more pretty! more well-liked! perfectionism makes us fall into the trap of what society wants us to be and not who we truly are. God made us who we are. he's the one who gave us our body and life. he made us this way and he didn't make junk. he makes everything beautiful. he makes me ME and he didn't make me YOU. we all have the same problem. no matter how great we look, we still think that we are imperfect. we should be glad that God did not make us like somebody else because we are unique. the only true place we can find our true worth is through our real identity but it is God who gives us our real identity. embrace yourself, evict those thoughts of comparison. be who you are. love the skin that you are in.

carving itself again at 7:08 AM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Jed to Pei Wen: Hmmmmmmmm. Lazy to blog lah. Haha. Holidays ma must enjoy life now!!!

Anyway, I’m quite disappointed with my results this Semester and I failed one paper. Was looking for somebody nice and chatty to chat or go out with so as to take the load of my mind. But I guess it is useless, I gotta to face up to reality and sit for my sub paper. Man… I hate studying during the holidays.

I got my results on Friday and it spoilt the rest of my day. Lucky ‘nice’ Danielle is willing to accompany me to town and hear me crap. But under one condition, I pay for her expenses. But I ask to lah. Really need to talk to somebody badly. We catch Beauty Shop at Cin leisure and went to TCC at Cin too. By the way, Beauty Shop is a nice show but there is provided you understand the jokes they are trying to crack! Some are quite Chim and I don understand it at all. Felt so blur and toot! After the show we went for supper at Newton Circle and I onli reach home at like 4 or 5 in the morning. *Yawns* and woke up at eleven and prepare for nothing. It is great hanging out with Danielle; she is like my mentor and she give me the listening ears when I needed them most. Thanks woman if you are reading this. Anyway, she has gold fish memory (short term memory). She cannot remember things you tell her few minsutes ago! Had great fun hanging out with you! Thanks once again.

Pimples out break! All because of my leak of sleep sob….. AND! MY abs is like soft again. Sighx I got to blame myself was too tired to exercise the last 3 days and I ate a lot a lot of yummy food!

carving itself again at 10:04 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Well had a great weekend last Friday with some of my friends. Meet up with Geor at PS and went to Tangs next because the both of us decided to get into something nicer. We shopped around in Tangs to evade the warm hot sun as the place is pretty cool. Well, we each brought a shirt from Seed and change into it. I know… We are vein. I admit we are. Haha.

Next, met up with Linda and have out dinner at Yoshinoya, Plaza Sing, and make our way to Chijmes because there was no nice available show at PS! Most of the show is either old, showed before, or sold out. How lucky we are.

Nice people like us accompany Geor to this Spanish restaurant at Chijmes so that she can get to see her dream girl only is supposingly to be sweet looking but I tot other else. =X
Next, Danielle met up with us us at ard 9 plus at the restaurant. She is Geor’s friend from School of design and it was the first time I’m meeting her. Haha. She claim’s that I’m a good bitching partner and I felt so gay. (-_- I know what you are thinking of! Jed is gay what. Still must think meh? Dots...)
Should look at Linda’s face when she gets tipsy! She look likes she is going to faint! So cute. Haha. But she leaves us when the 3 of us is making our way to town at ard 11. Somebody wan to be guai kia and be home before 12. So “GUAI” sia. =P
Went to Cin leisure and rot for 4 hours at this lousy café that serve lousy food. Intended to watch this Korean movie swing girls at 2 but I can’t remember why we din catch it. Lousy memory. I know. We leave the café at 4 btw.
Went around town, have pit-stops here and there at 7-11 for food and drinks. Now I know why there is so many 7-11 in town.
Had so much fun last Friday! Haha. But I can’t remember all the details but what I do know is I had fun and enjoyed the company. Danielle was right, ‘One night of talking can do a lot of things’; I learned a lot of things that night and made up my mind on some issues. Great to know a friend like Danielle! Keep chilling girl and see ya this Thursdays if we going clubbing’ together. =)

carving itself again at 12:28 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Love me without fear.Trust me without wondering.Love me without restrictions.Want me without demand.Accept me for who I am.
Stand proud when you are with me.

I guess I had the worst 10 minutes in my life. Sighs. It is just the beginning of the holidays. I guess I should rejoice over it instead of pondering over what had happened just now.

carving itself again at 6:56 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

Finally the test are over! WHeeeee!
BUT! I'm still have one last lap to dash for, the most important one as well....
My exams! Sighx. It is like in 3 weeks time or something. Hopefully I will be back in study mood again after what have happened. Wish me luck man. I'm trying to find another pic for my background so I have kind of remove the old one. Hope you guys don mind. =)

carving itself again at 11:28 PM